Tuesday, August 03, 2010

Simple--And Not So Simple--Abundance

A dear friend pointed out that I've focused on lack a lot recently. Following principles in which we both believe, she suggested I focus on abundance instead.

Yesterday was the first Monday of the month, the day I help cook meatloaf and mashed potatoes for the homeless. It was a cookie month, and I started the day baking cookies at 5:00 a.m. When I pulled the staples from my pantry--flour and sugar and brown sugar and chocolate chips and M&Ms--the jars lined up on the counter created in me such strong feelings of abundance that I had to stop and take a picture.

I thought of my grandmothers, raising their children during the Depression. They could not count on having enough staples to bake whenever they felt like it. Sugar was rationed. Flour was expensive and butter hard to come by. Today, my pantry holds everything I need to bake cookies--or nearly anything else. Simple abundance.

Paula--my little VW convertible--has been having indigestion. (Her "check engine" light came on last week.) I avoided driving until yesterday, when the mechanic could check her out. Meantime, I fretted mightily, imagining enormous and costly repairs. The problem turned out to be with the light itself, and the bill came to $65. Simple. I have $65 to spare. Abundance.

Sunday evening, Crescent Dragonwagon emailed, offering me a partial scholarship and payment terms for her Fearless Writing workshop--the one I hoped to pay for with the grant I did not get. Turns out I have just enough frequent flier miles for a ticket to Hartford, CT. Meals are included in the workshop fee. All this makes it possible for me to go. After a brief struggle with ridiculous, stiff-necked pride, I decided to accept Crescent's incredibly generous offer. I will be spending Labor Day in Vermont in the home of a woman whose history has been distantly entwined with mine for 39 years. Not so simple, but definitely abundant.


Michelle O'Neil said...

I am so excited you are going to the workshop!

Yay Jerri!

Awesome manifesting.

Anonymous said...

Thrilled for you!! Absolutely thrilled! Blessings galore . . . :)


luckyzmom said...

Well, I had no idea, when I left my last comment, that you had already made a claim! Smiling for you!D

Amber said...

Wow! Just wow. I hope you have a beautiful time. You bless so many people, I am happy you are being blessed!


Mercurious said...

A good lesson to all of us.

I hope you have a wonderful time at the workshop.

kario said...

I love it! And I love that friend who loves you enough to gently point out what he/she thinks you should focus on.


Carrie Link said...

Not enough has been made of abundance.

Carrie Link said...

P.S. Keep that friend.

cheryl said...

Life is simply a mind game. Change your thinking, change your life.

Deb Shucka said...

This is such wonderful news! I'm so excited for you, and for the abundance of what you're needing that you're going to find in CT.

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